Im back!!

Its been so long since I last posted and so much has changed. I have completly gotten rid of Mr. Feen, after some serious thought he really wasnt my SD type. Really weird, kind of annoying. He always referred to himself as other than human.
Cowboy has come through with everything he said he would an allowance of 1k ( with some extras), shopping, dining, lots of gifts, and he is honestly a great friend.My stepfather passed away recently and I was the one who found him. Cowboy talked to me long into the night about everything life, work, love, death. He decided then that I needed a job that could pay me my worth and asked me to help him expand his own business. So I now have 2 jobs, both I which I thoroughly enjoy. ( And yes the employment is completly seperate from the SB/SD arrangement). And to top of my sugar mountain of some of the ups and downs I've had I am now writing this from my living room, on my laptop.
Im still on the sites even though I really havent been on there in quite sometime I think they are still active. Living by myself I feel lonely sometimes and it kinda makes me want a boyfriend. Kinda. Im sorry my thoughts are all jumbled and I keep jumping around like crazy im lacking sleep today. I will be on and writing alot more though. Cant wait to get caught up on how everyone's been doing.


Deja Vue