In A Daze

So I am in a sleep deprived daze.... I went to work yesterday at 8 am and got off at 8 pm. The night before I got called in TWICE!!! Once from 6pm to 10pm, then my job called almost right after I got home and didn't get off till 4 am!! They called me last night to tell me the person who is supposed to work the night shift called off and they wanted me to go back. But I couldn't I had to take my mom to Denver. So instead I had to come in from 6am to 8pm. I was/am so angry.

But I do have some sugary news the broker I mentioned in my last post I know I shouldn't have done it but I met him last night. Hmmm lets call him Sweets. Well I called him when I got off of work last night and before I knew it we had been on the phone for over an hour. So he said when you get up to my town give me a call.

So I started this post like 2 or 3 days ago and I know have time to finish. I did end up meeting with Sweets and everything went WONDERFUL!!! He was such a gentlemen, we went to the bar and I had a few glasses of wine he had a vodka soda. When I asked him about the whole SD/SB thing he was OK with helping me out etc. So I called him the next day because we were going to meet up on Wednesday but he didn't answer. So I e-mailed him and he said he didn't want to pay for a girlfriend, plenty of women want to date him. And even though he really liked me the sugar daddy thing isn't for him. But my question is if so many women want to date you why are you on sd4m? And who said I was looking for a boyfriend? I am on a quest for sugar land. Even if that relationship goes to something else I don't want to juggle an sd and a bf.

Mr. T- Hmm he is definitely working his way back into my graces. He told me how much he liked me and how beautiful I was. But the way he acted on the first date really turned me off. I mean come on, he didn't even leave a tip!! But he wants to meet up again today the only bad thing about that is I have to work later than what I expected. He is supposedly going to help me with my rent and take me shopping. But he asked me to move in with him. That's just not something I am ready to do or think about. And I think he understands that.

Sniper- He is still there and still interested, but I'm not sure if I am. I don't know how truthful he was being about his income. Again I am looking for a sugar daddy. Not a boyfriend. He wants to meet up this weekend and go to this place where they will be doing something for Wheel Of Fortune. I really don't want to go. He also wants to talk about holiday parties that are coming up that he wants me to go too. But he said something about them being swingers parties...... Don't think that's really my scene. There is something about Sniper that just makes me bite my nails...

MM- He really seems like the one who will become my official SD. He wanted to meet up for lunch yesterday but had to cancel at the last minute because someone came to his office he needed to have lunch with. So next Wednesday is when we are supposed to have our first date. I really hope I can get my nails done before that because I really need a fill. He is all for allowance and gifts and maybe even trips every once in awhile. So I am happy. But I still kinda wonder because he wont send me a picture of his face or tell me his full name. He says there are too many people that could get hurt if his actions were to get out. He also says I will feel better once I have actually met him. We are going to be going to an Italian restaurant.

Now I need to introduce somebody new. Let's call him Mr. Italian. Mr. Italian is someone I have talked to for just under two years. We don't live in the same state but we are always on web cam with each other. In fact we are right now. LOL. But he was supposed to come visit me at the beginning of the year but he didn't. He says its because he had feelings that were so strong for me he was afraid he was going to mess things up between us eventually. Well now we have been talking everyday for the past month or so and last night he had asked me to do something and I told him I couldn't because he wasn't the only one viewing my cam. (sniper and Mr.T were also watching) He got so upset he was all like so you are talking to other guys? Have you had sex with anyone? Have you kissed any guys? How do you really actually feel about me? I told him the truth , I do have feeling for him, and yes I did kiss another guy but no sex. So in return he said no more. He told me he wasn't having sex at all until he sees me and he wants me to do the same. I'm like wow... We aren't even together , But we will see how it all plays out when he comes to visit.

I don't know if anyone is reading but I hope so.....
Ta for now!!
Deja Vue

Super excited

AAHHH!!!! So MM just said we should meet up sometime. When I asked him what he wanted sd/sb wise he said i deserve an allowance and surprise gifts!!!!! So hopefully he sticks with it. And I there is another one is, he is in the city next to me he is super hot, 35, and a broker...... Did I mention hot...???
MM hasnt sent me a pic of his face, he was talking a discretion becuase he is married but I know that I just want to know what he looks like. He sent me his uh "head shot." Im not super comfortable meeting him and he wont send a pic. If anyone is reading will you please give me some advice...
Deja Vue

Introduction.. Finally

So I've been reading blogs on here for a few weeks now and have decided to start my own. I'm "Deja Vue" I'm a 19 yr old female living in the Colorado. I am on the quest to find a sugar daddy. I'm actually kinda surprised at how many other women are also looking for SD's. I am a C.N.A and i do work, but on my income alone I'll never be able to just go out shopping or go buy something for my self. I just recently got more hours at work, so I wont be struggling as hard as I was last month but it will still be tight. Up until recently I never really had a man that spoiled or did things for me. I was always the one shelling out money... Well not anymore!!! My favorite restaurant is the Olive Garden, I absolutely love pink, and any thing shiny/ glittery. I just flat out love girly things. I haven't been shopping in the longest time and I would absolutely love to go. I don't really have a boyfriend right now , well I guess I can tell you the story. So my ex ( we will refer to him as Mr. Strange. Mr. Strange and I met about 2 1/2 years ago we kept running into each other at the grocery store. We started dating and it was amazing. He is tall, tan, skinny but he does have some very nice abs. Anyways he deployed to Iraq about a month after we started dating and everything was fine and dandy. Well about 6 1/2 months into the deployment ( after we got engaged) he isn't calling me as much, no more sweet I.M's at like 3 am..... SO I didn't know what to do, one day I get an e-mail saying," My friend saw you walking down the street holding hands with some guy, we over." I was devastated not only did he have the audacity to break up with me in an e-mail but couldn't even give me a valid reason. ( I was taking my C.N.A course so i was studying so much I only left the house for class.) Not even 48 hours later he has some other chick all over his myspace... I was so pissed! Two months later he calls me gives me this whole story about how he loves me and he lied about me cheating because he was in A bad place and didn't want to bring me down with him. We got back together, and everything was bliss again. BUT 2 or 3 months later I was just bored and decided to look at his pictures that he had up... Well to say I was very surprised to find comments about what was going to happen when he came home. And they where things he should have only said to me. Needless to say he cheated on me 6 times will he was in Iraq. Not only was he talking to women online telling them he loved them and sh*t but he was having sex with some of the female soldiers. Broke up again. He go home in February, May 23 my phone rang and the voice on the other end made me want to bite my tongue. I don't know how he did it because I had put up a wall and had no intentions of letting him back in my heart but some how he did it. In July he had to move to a new duty station (Ft. Bragg) and I was going to move in October... Well imagine my surprise when I get on his myspace because he asked me to chat with his mom and see message between him and this girl who friggin lives in N.C. I broke it off, my mom is involved and really wants us to get back together. But I really need to stay strong and NOT let him back into my heart. So if anyone reads my blog eventually please remind me to stay strong!! LOL. Anyways got way off track there. I have joined a few of those dating sites including SA and SD4M. I have a few potentials I will tell you. I have already told you of Mr. T , he is a bar/grill/club owner he is 39. Snipper is another on he is 46 and retired. ( I think he lied about his income, met him once not to sure if I want to again.) And there is MM (married man) he is 44. But I checked my SA account and I had two new messages, and one of them was the certified member that I had written too.
So in my first blog I was waiting for Mr. T at Village Inn in the city next to mine. Not only did I wait for him for like an hour but get this he had no watch, his sneakers looked worse than my oldest pair of shoes, and he didn't get anything to eat. I could have looked past all of this, he could have been trying to tone him self down. But no, he said he had to run outside because he left his wallet in the car so he went outside and got some money and paid the bill. Left no tip which I think is so tacky, and cheap. And then when I had asked him about the gas money he said he would give me he said he would have to go up the street because he left his wallet at home ( he thought I was going to go to his house! HA!) So yeah he must have thought I was young and dumb and wouldn't catch it.. So yeah he went past the exit on the highway he said we need to get my gas money so i turned around and put 3 buck in then headed home.... He called me and asked what happened and I told him I wasn't driving all over and I had work the next day, it was already 3 AM. he said he thought I was going to go to his house and hang out for a bit. I could always sleep over there if i needed. But I really didn't feel comfortable with that, oh I didn't mention he wanted me to meet him at his house. Ummmm so yeah I think that is it for now.... I might post again later.... I'm really hoping to here from the certified guy and if i do i will definitely post.
Ta for now.
Deja Vue

*Update*
Mr. T was stuck in traffic but is now on his way... I've been waiting for over an hour so he says he is going to make it up to me... But bad is that he just called and traffic has stopped again. Ugh I hate construction... But said he can see the village inn and will be here soon.... Wow im really nervous.

So I know I haven't done and introduction yet but im sitting here waiting for a pot SD so i thought I'd blog some. Hmmm lets call this guy Mr.T. I met Mr.T a few weeks ago on sd4m we have been instant messaging and texting ever since. Our plans got pushed back some so we are now meeting at Village Inn... I have been reading other SB blogs about what to look for on the first date i.e. Wallet, shoes, watch, and car. We have talked about finances and he says he would help me, but i still haven't given him a specific amount for an allowance. I wonder if it will come up tonight. I dont want less than 1k a month because that would cover all the bills. Oh I forgot to say that Mr. T says he makes 200-300k a year and i googled him and he seems to be the real deal... Whew im feeling so nervous!!! Well i think he is almost here... Will post again later.
By the way im on my mobile so any editing i might need to do i will do when i get home.... Ta for now!
deja vue